cheese. I am officially exhausted.

i've been debating with myself for the last week or two. Same old stuff. The stuff I don't speak to people about because it's too hard.

I've come to the conclusion that grey exists in our minds. Not in reality. That's what I think. There is no such thing as grey.

I think I've been so lukewarm lately....i've been making myself want to puke. It is one of the things that I hate myself for. I wish I had the guts to do stuff all the way instead of putting my toe over the edge....and at the same time i'm glad i don't leap off of moral buildings, because there is this thing called gravity and it tends to catch up with you...but it's just one of those things that presents itself to me as a weakness. And that just grates on my nerves.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NeNJoBmgZA0