grrrr.....ARGH

I am frustrated.
I think that I do not see things the way I used to see them.
And the more I try to look back, the angrier I become.
Cause I can't see things as purely as I did.
I don't know what to blame it on.
It could be that I am getting old.
It could be that I was wrong about what I saw.
But I don't think it mattered what I saw, if it was true or false.
It mattered that I saw it, purely.
When I looked at it so absolutely focused, there was passion.
Passion is dead.
The sad thing about passion biting the dust is that apathy replaces it.
There is just the dull throb of a heart that doesn't care.
The irritation at things that beg you to care.
I don't, sorry.
It could be that I can't pray without asking for something.
It could be that I am angry at God.
But everything I blame on him is my fault really.
I guess that's all I have to say about that.
This is where I've landed for now.
Don't ask me how I feel about it!
Cause I don't have any problem telling you.
I am frustrated.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p62rfWxs6a8